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I've been away for too long

I was terribly busy enjoying my life to the fullest till I don't have the time to blog anything. And truthfully, I never had any ideas to tell something inspiring or anything. But now I'm writing this to tell you what I've been feeling when I'm with him.

I think this relationship will not last forever and I don't want to marry him. I don't like him touching me and I don't like being alone with him. I feel awkward every time he's with me when I'm walking with my friends. I feel uncomfortable when I'm taking my exam while he's there staring at me. Ugh I hate it when he holds my hands, I feel like it's the most repulsive action ever happening to me. Ever.

So yesterday night he called me. He asked me 10 questions and I hardly answered them all. I gave him shitty answers and I think he wasn't happy hearing it. Well I tried very hard to think, thank you very much. But... I also asked him something. Just one question till he's blue in the face. "Awak sayang saya tak?" He gave me a stupid, ridiculous, undesirable answer with a freaking empty emotionless voice.

" Jawapan tu nanti saya bagi kemudian. "

I'm confused. Do you really love me? Are you shy to admit that you love me? I don't think so. Speak now or forever hold your silence.

Labels: lovey-dovey, speechless

Have a wonderful, fresh new life

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Selamat Pengantin Baru to my sister, Kamelia binti Kamli and her now declared husband, Hakim bin Azmi ♡

husband&wife.

Rasulullah SAW bersabda mafhumnya :
" Manusia Hawa dijadikan daripada rusuk manusia Adam, bukan dari kepalanya untuk menjadi atasnya, bukan dari kakinya untuk menjadi alasnya, malah dari sisinya untuk menjadi teman hidupnya, dekat dengan lengannya untuk dilindungi dan dekat di hatinya untuk dicintai."

Labels: happy, life, lovey-dovey

Never say never

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Dua benda yang aku suka bile aku dengan dia..

1st : Dia x suka membazir.
2nd : Dia makan agak lambat .

Empat benda yang kita suka bila kita dengan dia..

1st : Dia bersabar bila kita lambat jalan.
2nd : Dia yang menenangkan hati kita bila kita marah.
3rd : Dia faham kita.
4th : Dia sayang kita ♥

Labels: happy, life, lovey-dovey

That extremely happy moment

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I am saying this from the bottom of my heart. I am feeling so happy and shy at the same time until now when you called me last night. I never thought it was you when the number popped at the screen of my phone.

Labels: happy, lovey-dovey

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