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I am torn and now I'm in pieces

Mulai sekarang kita stop tulis pasal 'love life' kita dah. Bukan sebab apa, bila baca sendiri blog kita, kita yang rasa meluat. Macam nak muntah pun ada , kadang-kadang rasa macam nak tendang diri sendiri.

Kalau tengok title entry ni dah boleh tahu, mesti tengah sakit hati lagi dengan dia. Sekejap sukalah, sekejap bencilah. I know that it's really annoying for you to read a such dramatic blog, owned by you yourself truly. Tak boleh nak buat apa dah, rasa memang wajib luahkan perasaan dekat blog ni and share kepada semua yang membaca. Biarlah apa diorang kata pun.

"Ooohhh perempuan ni memang penuh dengan dramalah hidup dia." , "Padanlah muka. Siapa suruh ada boyfie." , "Mak aih gedik gila sial." , "Watafak, kau Melayu, berlagak speaking konon."

But still, those words are like sharp little thorns; they leave deep cuts even with the slightest motion of touching them. And for your information, those things that you complain and hate, are my natural inner self and that made me who I was yesterday, who I am today and who I will be tomorrow. It's my identity and everyone knows that I'm being original.

Even though tak ada orang berterus terang secara depan-depan dengan kita, kita tahu diorang akan fikir macam tu. Kita redha , buat apa nak kecoh-kecoh pasal benda remehkan. Judgementals macam diorang sangat dipenuhi dengan dosa , amat suka pertikaikan semua orang yang Allah sendiri cipta.

Oh well, challenges always await you. It's not life that goes on, it's you who must go on with your life.

Labels: emotionless, life, speechless

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